Going back to Jersey...

So I fly home tomorrow to see the family and friends. I get to see my sister's new home, my brother's new condo and am going to tell a butt load of people. Part of me is really nervous to tell so many people because what if something terrible happens after that? I know, I know, I can't live with "what ifs" but there is a part of me that's really nervous about telling so many people. But what can you do? I'm actually going to be around a lot of my family on Friday night so I can tell aunts and cousins in person and the friends that I'm telling Saturday night, I have no issue telling them at all. I guess there are some other people on Saturday night that I don't really want to announce it to. But, again, what can you do. I'm excited to go home. I haven't seen my Grammy since Christmas so this will be great to see her. And I haven't seen my Dad or brother since February so also great to see them. I just hope it doesn't rain like it's supposed to all weekend long. That would be a bummer! Let's hope for some sunny weather!